I am a former band geek. Years ago, in the glory days of my high school band career, our band would participate in our state music festival. The whole purpose was to attain the coveted “Superior Rating”, but nothing really came from the festival save for a piece of paper and a couple of ‘atta boys.
Part of each schools performance score was a session of what musicians know as “sightreading”. Essentially your band files into a room and on each stand is a piece of music you have never seen before. Your band director has a few precious minutes to look over the piece and give you some brief instructions before you play it in its entirety.
The result is normally pretty rough. Often you attempt to get out of sightreading as quick as possible and forget about the whole horrible process.
The key to sightreading is ultimately in the hands of your director. You must as a band listen to his instruction and keep your eyes on him, keeping in mind that he is the one leading you.
I thought of sightreading tonight. As my previous posts have indicated my little family is going through a bit of trial right now. My husband and I are facing challenges spiritually that neither of us feel prepared for.
In many ways we are sightreading. Nothing we have played before compares to what we are seeing now.
Every thing is happening for the first time and its not delightful. We are making some mistakes, and honestly, we are trying to get through it as quickly as possible and forget about the whole process.
Tonight though it occurred to me that maybe I am looking at things the wrong way. Why?
Because we walk by FAITH, not by sight.
I don’t know what piece of music we are playing right now, I have never seen anything like it, but I do know who the conductor is. I know that no matter how horribly I mess this piece up in the here and now, there will be a time in the future when we may play this tune again, only next time we will have seen it before. There may be mistakes made then, but they will be fewer and farther between.
The key, as I stated before, is ultimately in the hands of our Director. He will instruct us and we must keep our eyes on Him. After all, in the midst of the unseen He is the one leading us.